It was a question an innocent question But one that had been thought about for a long time. One that had been bothering him And one that completely threw me off guard. “Mummy does Rhianna buy me a birthday present, because Boo and I buy …
It doesn’t have to be a big thing. You don’t even have to be thinking about it. It just happens And you are thrown Today it was a pram Our day had been a really good day, enjoying the sun, being a family and just …
Today you should be three But instead you are where you will always be Up in heaven where you have always been And we are here trying to make sense of something none of us understand Today we should be celebrating Having a toddler in …
When Rhianna died and we were in the depths of hell we were told repeatedly, time heals, just give it time. We are now three years on and they were all lies. Time doesn’t heal. Giving grief time doesn’t make it get better, it doesn’t make …
If only you could set a day Or a time each day Where you will just feel a bit rotten The world will just be a bit too much And you can go and hide under your duvet The world will just stop Just to …
Having a Christmas with a child missing is really hard. And I think this year was probably the hardest. You see 2012 was the first year everyone expected it to be hard. Last year we were in a Boo bubble he was only 22 days …
Two years ago today I was pregnant. 13 weeks and 5 days pregnant But at 13 weeks and 4 days my midwife couldn’t find the heartbeat So two years ago today Mr L and I were once again for the second time that year sat …
When Rhianna was born we took 40 photos of her. She was born on a Friday, we came home on the Saturday, Sunday we printed her photos off. Sunday evening we had a photo in our bedroom along with our pictures of Baba. Since that …
I had good intentions to write something every day for Baby Loss Awareness week, but unfortunately my internet died, and it was impossible for me to post anything. In some ways it may have been a good thing. I always enter Baby Loss Awareness Week …
