I Just Want A Sister Mummy
“I just want a sister Mummy, One that I can see every day like every one else. I don’t want a sister that lives in Heaven” Words that break your heart Into a thousand and one pieces As you can’t change it You can’t bring …
Tag: Grieve
Starting Year One and No Pre-School
So today Baba proudly got up, put his new school clothes on and took his new school bag and headed of to his year one classroom. He has been super excited about starting school again, which has only been fueled by the fact that his …
A Baba and Boo Scrapbook Page
Scrapbooking is my love, so much so that I run a business in it. But since taking a maternity break from Scrapbookerry I really haven’t done a lot of a scrapbooking, and I really should as it soothes my soul, it really calms me, makes …
Planning A Wedding With A Child Missing
Is hard It’s draining And it makes the simplest of things so sad Buying bridesmaid dresses for the little ones is hard, I couldn’t really put much thought into them. I found some I liked and brought them that was all I could do. Looking …
One Pair Of Booties
Baba was told he was having a baby sister just before Mother’s Day. Most of my presents were for Rhianna Lily as well as me that Mother’s Day. I got a great big bag, all in pink for Rhianna’s things. A cd for myself. A …
I Miss Having Rhianna Around
This weekend we shipped the boys off to my sisters for the weekend and had a weekend on our own. We went to our friends in the evening for a BBQ which was lovely, we saw friends we haven’t seen for a while, we had …
Alphabet Project – G is for Grave
A grave is such a quiet place Such a sad place Such a tiny space No room for hardly anything Such a small space I remember being so shocked by the size while we stood there Watching you disappear I remember being shocked how tiny …
Fear and Doing
Loosing Rhianna Lily has changed me. In so many different ways. I have lost friends, friends who couldn’t cope with a friend having a stillborn baby. Couldn’t cope with talking about that taboo subject Couldn’t cope with the death The funeral And all the pain …
Does Boo Look Like…
It’s a question we have always been asked One most parents are asked “Does Boo look like Baba?” It is something we hear a lot But something we hardly ever hear is “Does Boo look like Rhianna?” It is something I have been asked a …