There Are No Rules
When you become a parent you quickly realise there is no rule book. And at times you really wish there was. When you loose a baby you quickly realise there is no rule book. And at times all you really wish there was. I remember …
Tag: Babyloss
Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month
October is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month with Babyloss Awareness Week also in the month from the 9th – 15th October finishing with the Wave of Light on the 15th. It’s a busy month for babyloss. It’s one that I always want to be …
Back To Routine, Back To Normality
So today the boys went back to school, normality is resumed and the routine is back. I always find this day a funny old day. It’s a day that I always think of Rhianna. That sounds a bit stupid I always think of her, but …
Holidaying With A Child Missing
Going on holiday is a fantastic time, I think with most families. But when you are missing a child holidays can be hard. You can be enjoying every single moment of the holiday and then suddenly the realisation that one of your children is missing …
Always A Space
Today we all went for a walk and the boys had a play in the park. It really was for Boo as BB isn’t a great lover of parks but he does it for his brother as he loves it so much. After the park …
Rhianna’s Shelves
Rhianna’s shelves have been up for quite a few years now. Every summer they get a little blitz and a clean and that is all that they need to look perfect again. We spend a lot more time in the garden now that it has …
What Would You Be?
You will always be my biggest wonder? The one I dream about. The one I think about. The one I fantasize about. What would you be if you were here? It’s a question I ask myself repeatedly, every single day I don’t ask it to …
What Do You See? What Do You Dream?
What do you see when you look at photos of your children? Do you see laughter, fun, love, your world? I see that too. But I also see a gap. A small gap, where our daughter should be. A gap where their sister should be. …
When Your Daughter Lives in Heaven from a Bereaved Mummy to a Bereaved Daddy
When your daughter lives in heaven days are hard. Special days are even harder. When your the daddy of a daughter or son in heaven they can be even harder. They can be lonely, there can be no support and all the pressure placed on …