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“But I miss Rhianna”

“But I miss Rhianna”

There is nothing harder for a parent than watching your child in pain. There is nothing harder as a parent watching your child in tears. There is nothing harder as a parent seeing your child in pain and tears and not being able to do 

Rhianna’s Christmas

Rhianna’s Christmas

It is so hard to find something smaller enough for Rhianna’s grave every year. Every year we always search and search. Wreaths are generally too big and cover Rhianna’s whole grave. And with the bits that she has on there all year it is hard 

In The Moment

In The Moment

Yesterday I got asked how old you are Yesterday I had to stop and think Just for a second I needed to stop I needed to think It was just the difference between 8 and 7 I was asked your age in a slightly different 

Christmas Decorating With A Child Missing

Christmas Decorating With A Child Missing

I love to decorate our house at Christmas. We always get our tree up early and we always have two trees and then last year we started putting a tree up for Rhianna as well. This year, the boys were really excited about her tree 

Rhianna’s Winter Shelves

Rhianna’s Winter Shelves

Rhianna’s shelves are still one of the focal points in the garden and they will remain that way. Last winter they were just left and when the spring hit we really had to give them a bit of a sort out and make them lovely 

Rhianna’s Shoes

Rhianna’s Shoes

When we got married the men all wore canvas shoes. All of them were all different colours and it took a long time to decide on the colours. I had some gorgeous shoes for the wedding and then moved into my white canvas shoes for 

Our Family Lost A Baby

Our Family Lost A Baby

I have really toyed with this post, as I really don’t want it to come across as a post where I am having a moan about Babyloss Awareness as I really am not. I believe in everything that Babyloss Awareness Week stands for, I fully 

Wave of Light 2019 #blaw

Wave of Light 2019 #blaw

There are so many words I could write. There is so much I could say. But tonight I will let the candles do the talking. For tonight I will let them shine for you. For tonight we will remember all the babies lost. We love 

Remembering Rhianna

Remembering Rhianna

When you loose a child you worry a lot about how it affects your other children. From the moment Rhianna died we have been concerned about how it has affected BB and then having Boo the year after Rhianna died we always have worried about 

Babyloss Awareness Week 2019

Babyloss Awareness Week 2019

Today marks the beginning of Babyloss Awareness Week this year, it runs from the 9th – 15th of October, ending with the Wave of Light on the 15th. This week they are launching a new campaign, Out of Sight, Out of Mind something I really