Rhianna’s Due Date
Rhianna’s due date isn’t generally a date that floors me. The first year it was hell, it was all so raw, and it was only three months after she died. That was the worst time for her actual due date. Rhianna was due on the …
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Sands #FindingYourWay2019 Campaign
When Rhianna Lily died the world revolved around me. Where ever we went people asked me how I was, if I was ok, had I eaten, was I sleeping, gave me a hug, sent me messages and kept an eye on me. Mr L was …
Our Safe and Happy Place
I think everyone has one, or at least should have one. A place that is their happy place, their safe place, and their place that is their grounding place. A place that they have to go to soothe their soul. To help ease their pain …
Rhianna’s Gravestone
At the weekend I was on social media and saw a person I follow announce their pregnancy and then she showed her mummy to be presents from her partner for her last Mother’s Day before baby comes, or her first Mother’s Day if you think …
How Can I Make Them Understand
I am in a few baby loss groups, its like our own community, the club you have never wanted to be a member of but are for life. And something that comes up quite often is how can I make them understand, how can I …
Rhianna’s Headstone
Yesterday we spent some time discusses Rhianna’s headstone, once again. Currently she just has the plaque with her name on at her gravestone, but we really want her to eventually have a headstone. But things have always got in the way. Mainly the fact that …
Today You Are Seven
I hate going to bed the night before your birthday. I hate waking up to silence on your birthday. I hate that there is no excited girl running into our room. I hate there are no presents wrapped downstairs. I hate there are no balloons. …
Seven Years Today
Seven years today we knew your heart had stopped beating. Seven years today only family and close friends knew our pain. Seven years today we had stopped so many people in their tracks. Seven years today we laid in bed and our phones silently pinged …
Rhianna’s Flowers
For anyone that reads this blog knows that throughout March we always have flowers in our house for Rhianna’s birthday. Yesterday BB chose some more flowers for his sister. He picked flowers I would never have chosen. But ones that are really beautiful. Ones that …
Another Week and More Flowers
This week has flown by, and I haven’t really had a chance to write, as it has been super busy. I have been sorting a lot of admin things at home, I have seen friends and been to a family funeral. So it has been …