Since loosing Rhianna, the quiet moment’s are the hardest. Baba is four now and he is slipping through my fingers. I still get my moment’s with him. He still loves a cuddle and he adores me and I totally and utterly adore him. But he …
Today is her birthday, today is the day she died. Today is a bit of a mess up to be honest. It’s a birthday and an anniversary And it is all a little bit too much! Today I am so grateful for Mr L, I …
I was dreading Mother’s Day there was a part of me that really didn’t want it to happen. The day where all the Mother’s in the world celebrate that they are a Mother and their children give them gifts and thank them. How are you …
It is Mother’s Day this weekend, it is a day I have loved since we had Baba, last year we were all excited on Mother’s Day and I wanted it to be a fantastic day as it was going to be our last with just …
Every so often you get a slap in the face moment. It can be anything, and it can be anywhere and you never know when it will happen but it does, and it really stings and is painful! Really painful. I have had a few …
I really wanted Rhianna Lily involved this Christmas. We all wanted her involved. But I also wanted everyone to have something special that was just for Rhianna Lily. I went off and started a little project on my own, that was just for our little …
It was never going to be easy, we tried our hardest to try not to think about what was in front of us. A lot of December I spent wishing it away completely, as I really didn’t want it here. But there was no stopping …
Baba does amaze me, he never forgets to think of Rhianna. Today he went out with my mum and dad and come back with a tree for Rhianna and a reindeer tree decoration that has his name on it. He told me exactly what to …
And there is no cheer! Today has been a really really hard day, tomorrow is the first day of December, and it hit like a bolt of lightning. Usually we are getting all excited, and are all in the Christmas flow, going out shopping, and …