Mother’s Day
It is Mother’s Day this weekend, it is a day I have loved since we had Baba, last year we were all excited on Mother’s Day and I wanted it to be a fantastic day as it was going to be our last with just Baba!
Or so we thought.
We were still in our bubble last Mother’s Day, and then it got burst.
This year I am not looking so forward to Mother’s Day, I will still love it for Baba’s sake but more so on Sunday than any other day I will be thinking of Rhianna Lily. I should have two children here this Mother’s Day, I should be getting my first present from Rhianna along with Baba, instead I am not.
It is going to be a tough day, and I am silently dreading it if I am totally honest.
I know that Baba will be there and that him and Mr L will make it as great as possible, but I am really not looking forward to it. It is going to be a constant reminder of what we should have.
What we don’t have.
And what we so dearly want.
And I am just not really sure how to deal with it!
I can imagine it is definitely a bitter sweet day. Must admit I did think about you, Niki and Jennie (among others). This one in particular will have been difficult for you. Should be a joyous day for everyone, but I have always thought that as you lose either your mum or a precious child, how hard it must be, like rubbing salt in wounds. I hope that it eases a little over time, Kerry 🙁 x x x
Thank you, it was better than I thought to be honest xx