Last Week
Last week was a hard week, it resulted in lots of crying and lots of bad moods, and feeling bad. I am not sure why, I suspect that it was a culmination of various events, it was a busy week, busy in a good way …
Tag: Coping
Rhianna Is Just There
Yesterday we were in the car with my mother and Baba turned around and said; “There is Rhianna sitting on that dog cloud” (there was a cloud in the sky that looked a little like a dog.) When we got home I asked him if …
Rhianna Lily’s Place
Rhianna Lily has lots of places, basically where ever we go she goes as she is always in our thoughts and our hearts. We also have her garden and now we have a little place in our house as well. When she died Baba’s and …
Grieving There’s No Right Or Wrong
There is no right and wrong way to grieve, grieving is such a personal thing, only you yourself can know if you are grieving correctly for you at that time in your life. But that doesn’t mean it is easy. Especially when there are three …
Surviving.
This week I am sorting, the emails have been piling up and the house has been getting in a mess, and it has all become just a little too much. It is a tough week in our house at the moment, not so much for …
The Day Before
Tomorrow we have Rhianna’s debriefing. It is a weird feeling to know that tomorrow is the time when we find out everything that happened or not as the case may be we have been warned that we may not find out anymore information than what …
Two Months On
Today it is two months since our beautiful baby girl was born, I could easily sit and write what I wrote for when it was one month all over again. The feelings are still the same, everything I wrote that day we still feel. Although …
Fathers Words To His Daughter
A lone figure sitting on the floor Legs crossed Staring at the smallest one there He doesn’t say anything He doesn’t move. He is silent in a silent place The place that no one speaks People acknowledge others with a nod and a small look …
Baba’s Love For Rhianna Lily
Baba has always been told the truth about Rhianna Lily, to the level that he understands. He knows mummy had a baby in her tummy, that she was a little girl and she was called Rhianna Lily. He also knows that Rhianna got poorly and …