The Reality of Grief
One reason I started to blog about Rhianna was I needed a place, a place to pour out my feelings as I found it so much easier to write than speak. But over the years the reasons I blog about Rhianna remain the same, but …
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Rhianna’s Candle Holder
Yesterday I went to see a friend and while I was there they gave me this candle holder for Rhianna Lily. They brought it for her birthday, but due to both Mr L and I really feeling it this week, before the month of March …
Our Connection
I strongly believe as a mum we have an invisible connection to our children. Since giving birth to BB and Boo I know if they are ill, or need me. The mother’s instinct. Since loosing Rhianna I don’t think anything breaks that connection. Not even …
Mummy Please Leave Her Tree
Last week we took down the Christmas decorations and the boys were desperate not to take down Rhianna’s tree or move her table away. Boo was the first one to ask if we could keep her tree and table, and then BB agreed and then …
One Decoration…
Christmas is so hard when you have a child missing. So hard. This year I am really finding it difficult and have already had a wobble about missing Rhianna and we are only on day five. One thing that I think is evident in everything …
Remembering Rhianna at Christmas
It’s a hard thing to work out, remembering your daughter in heaven at Christmas. It is something we change most years. Something we struggle with every year. Over the years we have had Santa leave a balloon, go visit her grave, not go visit her …
Remembering Rhianna
When Rhianna died one thing I was really worried about was people not remembering Rhianna, that only myself and her daddy would make an effort to remember her. I have been proved wrong so many times when it comes to the boys. Only last week …
A Bad Time Of Year
This time of year is never that easy having one child in heaven and two here. It is a busy time of year for us with all of us having birthdays and then just the general hustle and bustle of Christmas. Having them both in …
Capture Your Grief – A Catch Up
I am determined to do the Capture Your Grief this year and this is a little catch up from having a week of not being able to write any Capture Your Grief posts! It’s a bit different I get that but it is the only …