There Are No Rules
When you become a parent you quickly realise there is no rule book. And at times you really wish there was. When you loose a baby you quickly realise there is no rule book. And at times all you really wish there was. I remember …
Tag: Rhianna Lily
Seven and a Half Years
Next week Rhianna would be seven and a half years old. And I have been feeling it the last couple of days. Not missing her anymore than we all miss her every moment of every single day as that is a given. We always miss …
Back To Routine, Back To Normality
So today the boys went back to school, normality is resumed and the routine is back. I always find this day a funny old day. It’s a day that I always think of Rhianna. That sounds a bit stupid I always think of her, but …
Always A Space
Today we all went for a walk and the boys had a play in the park. It really was for Boo as BB isn’t a great lover of parks but he does it for his brother as he loves it so much. After the park …
Rhianna’s Shelves
Rhianna’s shelves have been up for quite a few years now. Every summer they get a little blitz and a clean and that is all that they need to look perfect again. We spend a lot more time in the garden now that it has …
Beach Life
Yesterday we found a new beach to explore. We weren’t actually looking for a beach but we happened to come across it so went for a little mooch. Our boys are at their happiest on a beach. It doesn’t have to be a hot day …
What Would You Be?
You will always be my biggest wonder? The one I dream about. The one I think about. The one I fantasize about. What would you be if you were here? It’s a question I ask myself repeatedly, every single day I don’t ask it to …
What Do You See? What Do You Dream?
What do you see when you look at photos of your children? Do you see laughter, fun, love, your world? I see that too. But I also see a gap. A small gap, where our daughter should be. A gap where their sister should be. …
Longing For A Child
When you loose a child you hear the saying that you are in a club that you never signed up to be in, but you are in that club forever. And it can be the best worse club in the world, you find support like …
Father’s Day
It’s Father’s Day and I would like to be blogging about the beautiful day we have been having. When the truth is it has been a bloody difficult day. It’s been emotional, draining and tiring. The kids have been great at times and then really …