Tag: Late Miscarriage

The Day You Talked To Someone Else

The Day You Talked To Someone Else

Last night I was catching up on EastEnders, (told you I was obsessed with the show, and yes I do know it isn’t real) but I was watching the Coker story, where Les finally tells Pam about him and Claudette. I was sat watching it 

Always Missing

Always Missing

Life is manic and I love it. I love running around after the boys. Visiting friends Spending time with the family Going to lessons Visiting places and watching them grow We are busy in the house Busy moving things around decorating Changing things Busy in 

Your Perfect Place

Your Perfect Place

The laughs, the cries, the shouts They hit you as soon as you drive close Children playing, children having fun Families having picnics, Children playing football Joy Having fun at the local park And you walk past it In silence In a bubble That family 

Does Rhianna Buy Me A Present?

Does Rhianna Buy Me A Present?

It was a question an innocent question But one that had been thought about for a long time. One that had been bothering him And one that completely threw me off guard. “Mummy does Rhianna buy me a birthday present, because Boo and I buy 

After a Baby Dies

After a Baby Dies

A couple of days ago I was involved in a twitter chat with a lot of lovely woman about what happens, and the support you get when your baby dies in the UK. I then read Jennie’s post on Bereavement Support After A Baby Dies and 

Just a Pram

Just a Pram

It doesn’t have to be a big thing. You don’t even have to be thinking about it. It just happens And you are thrown Today it was a pram Our day had been a really good day, enjoying the sun, being a family and just 

Guilt, Heart Ache and Guilt

Guilt, Heart Ache and Guilt

This past couple of weeks has been Baba’s half term, we have been working on the house and blogging and the business have been put to one side. But it is ok… I needed to step away. This year I struggled with Rhianna’s birthday, more 

Time Heals…

Time Heals…

When Rhianna died and we were in the depths of hell we were told repeatedly, time heals, just give it time. We are now three years on and they were all lies. Time doesn’t heal. Giving grief time doesn’t make it get better, it doesn’t make 

Grief is Selfish – That’s Sometimes Good and Sometimes Bad

Grief is Selfish – That’s Sometimes Good and Sometimes Bad

Grief is very selfish In some ways that is good in others it isn’t Everyone has to deal with grief in their own way Everyone is different So it is good that there is no right and wrong way to grieve as no one does 

The Month of Flowers

The Month of Flowers

Anyone who has ever read this blog knows what I think about March. It is a really hard month for all of us, and is one where we either sink or swim. And to be honest it really depends on the day, sometimes we sink,