If Only You Could Plan Grief
If only you could set a day Or a time each day Where you will just feel a bit rotten The world will just be a bit too much And you can go and hide under your duvet The world will just stop Just to …
Tag: Late Miscarriage
I Just Want A Sister Mummy
“I just want a sister Mummy, One that I can see every day like every one else. I don’t want a sister that lives in Heaven” Words that break your heart Into a thousand and one pieces As you can’t change it You can’t bring …
One Pair Of Booties
Baba was told he was having a baby sister just before Mother’s Day. Most of my presents were for Rhianna Lily as well as me that Mother’s Day. I got a great big bag, all in pink for Rhianna’s things. A cd for myself. A …
I Miss Having Rhianna Around
This weekend we shipped the boys off to my sisters for the weekend and had a weekend on our own. We went to our friends in the evening for a BBQ which was lovely, we saw friends we haven’t seen for a while, we had …
Fear and Doing
Loosing Rhianna Lily has changed me. In so many different ways. I have lost friends, friends who couldn’t cope with a friend having a stillborn baby. Couldn’t cope with talking about that taboo subject Couldn’t cope with the death The funeral And all the pain …
Does Boo Look Like…
It’s a question we have always been asked One most parents are asked “Does Boo look like Baba?” It is something we hear a lot But something we hardly ever hear is “Does Boo look like Rhianna?” It is something I have been asked a …
Always Remembering
Baba amazes me. He is an amazing child. I am bias obviously, but I am not just saying that because he is mine. I am saying it because he deals with things so well Loosing someone you love is hard at any age It’s hard …
The Things People Say And Do – 26 Months Later!
This week is Dying Matters Awareness Week and as it is I thought that I would re air my post that I originally wrote on June 14th 2012, called “The Things People Say and Do” mainly because I still don’t think people know how to …
Grieving or Living
March is not our favourite month, But we still have two choices We can spend all month grieving that little bit more than we grieve the rest of the year We can wallow in our grieve almost We can become angry Sad Hysterical And we …
Missing You
Not having you here doesn’t get easier, Remembering you doesn’t bring a smile. In fact if anything it gets harder Every day brings something else to make it harder Having Boo didn’t make you disappear It just made us wonder who you would be like, …