This weekend the sunshine has been shining and we have all had a strong urge to go and make Rhianna’s grave a little bit prettier for the sun to shine on. I found her grave really difficult over the winter months, it is a really …
It is now less than two months until Rhianna Lily’s Birthday/Anniversary and each day is getting little harder. Memories are coming flooding back and just doing day-to-day things I am really struggling with. All I can think about are what we were doing last year, …
Two days ago I wrote a post about people not talking about Rhianna and how much the silence hurt. This post lead to a chat with people over on Facebook when I was asked what is the best thing to do as a friend in …
Of your baby… That no one wants to see… Do you know how hard that is? It is a question that I have asked lots of people over the weekend. Do you know how hard it is to have a photo of your baby that …
Nothing really prepares you for the grieve you feel for a child, nothing can prepare you ever! Even if you have been through it no two people’s grieve are the same even if you are grieving the same child. But there is one certain thing …
It feels strange to be sat here writing, I haven’t done it in such a long time. Usually when problems arise the first thing I do is run to my pen or my computer and write. But recently I have found the retreating of writing …
Don’t call Rhianna’s death, “the case”, “the event”, “that thing that happened”, “the problem”, or “the issue” Rhianna is and was our baby girl she isn’t any of these statements, she is our baby. She died we are all coping in our own way but …
This post has taken me a long time to write, I have thought about it a lot, I think about this near on every day but writing it down has been hard. But something that I have wanted to do, needed to do. Part One …
Today it is two months since our beautiful baby girl was born, I could easily sit and write what I wrote for when it was one month all over again. The feelings are still the same, everything I wrote that day we still feel. Although …
Baba has always been told the truth about Rhianna Lily, to the level that he understands. He knows mummy had a baby in her tummy, that she was a little girl and she was called Rhianna Lily. He also knows that Rhianna got poorly and …