In the car yesterday and Baba says; “Mummy let me see what Rhianna is doing.” He closes his eyes tight. “Oh she is having fun Mummy, she is on the art table doing art with Uncle Dave. Uncle Dave is drawing trees, our families, tractors …
From the day we were told Rhianna had died, I have worried about Baba. Everything we have ever done for Rhianna has been led by Baba, and I constantly worry about the effect her dying has had on him. Probably too much, some would say. …
Since loosing Rhianna, the quiet moment’s are the hardest. Baba is four now and he is slipping through my fingers. I still get my moment’s with him. He still loves a cuddle and he adores me and I totally and utterly adore him. But he …
I always thought Rhianna Lily’s birthday would be the worst day. But it wasn’t as bad as I actually thought it would be. It was busy, that was probably a good thing. But it was a day all about Rhianna. We laughed, especially after a …
Today is her birthday, today is the day she died. Today is a bit of a mess up to be honest. It’s a birthday and an anniversary And it is all a little bit too much! Today I am so grateful for Mr L, I …
Loosing Rhianna didn’t just touch us, as her parents or her brother, it has affected many other people. People don’t know what to do or how to react when you lose a child. On her anniversary we wanted to put together some thoughts from family …
A year ago today we had our 20 week scan, A year ago today we found out you were a little girl, A year ago today we named you Rhianna Lily, A year ago today we told your godparents we were having a girl, A …