And They Just Flow
It doesn’t have to be a specific thing It can be the most tiniest of thing A thing that you didn’t even think would matter Hearing a song Watching a programme Smelling a flower It doesn’t have to be the big things Hearing a baby …
Tag: Grieve
Floored Again!!
It’s the simple things The things that you wouldn’t ordinarily give a second glance too That floor you and make you choke And hold back the tears Yesterday Baba got a letter home from school, a letter about his first school photos ” On this …
Something For Rhianna
It has been 18 months since Rhianna Lily died, they have not been an easy 18 months, some days are good. Some days are really bad. And some days are just ok. But life is very different. It isn’t how we planned it and it …
How A Child Copes
Since Baba has been to school, he has talked a lot about Rhianna. She stops his bad dreams, she bites them if they try to get in his room. I have had to strap her in the car as she is sitting next to him. …
You Think You Are Ok…
Baba has now started school, and it feels like a double whammy! I have thrown myself into blitzing the house, thrown myself into going back into full-time work next week with Scrapbookerry, and am getting back with writing and my writing course, anything to stop …
Rhianna Lily’s Corner Garden
Mr L and Baba have been revamping our garden, and since all the mess with Rhianna’s grave last year we decided that we would make an area for Rhianna in the garden. It was easy to find her spot, right next to the rabbit run, …
Little Moments
Yesterday Baba asked for some pictures. He wanted a picture of Uncle Dave and baby Rhianna on his bedroom wall. He had been hiding pictures of Uncle Dave to keep them safe and we found them yesterday. He picked a picture of Uncle Dave in …
Father’s Day
Father’s Day is an odd one when you have one child not with you, and have little children. We make the most of it for Baba, but it is still a sad day as there should be two cards, two sets of presents and two …
Our First Saying Goodbye Service
Everyone who reads this blog knows that I openly support the work that Saying Goodbye does for family and friends of people who have lost babies and children, but I had not managed to get to one of their services. I was supposed to go …
Life Goes On
Life goes on It really does It is horrible to say but life does go on It doesn’t mean that you don’t care It doesn’t mean that you don’t want to cry everyday It doesn’t mean that you wont cry everyday But life still goes …