Life is manic and I love it. I love running around after the boys. Visiting friends Spending time with the family Going to lessons Visiting places and watching them grow We are busy in the house Busy moving things around decorating Changing things Busy in …
The laughs, the cries, the shouts They hit you as soon as you drive close Children playing, children having fun Families having picnics, Children playing football Joy Having fun at the local park And you walk past it In silence In a bubble That family …
It was a question an innocent question But one that had been thought about for a long time. One that had been bothering him And one that completely threw me off guard. “Mummy does Rhianna buy me a birthday present, because Boo and I buy …
A couple of days ago I was involved in a twitter chat with a lot of lovely woman about what happens, and the support you get when your baby dies in the UK. I then read Jennie’s post on Bereavement Support After A Baby Dies and …
We don’t really have anything in our garden for Rhianna. Each year we try to grow lilies and they are fine at first, and then they die, and I can’t get them to regrow again. However hard I try. But it is something that I …
Unless you live under a rock, you will know that I am a scrapbooker, and one of the things I love to do is make albums of our children. Baba has a lot of mini albums, and an album started, and then we lost Rhianna …
This past couple of weeks has been Baba’s half term, we have been working on the house and blogging and the business have been put to one side. But it is ok… I needed to step away. This year I struggled with Rhianna’s birthday, more …
Today you should be three But instead you are where you will always be Up in heaven where you have always been And we are here trying to make sense of something none of us understand Today we should be celebrating Having a toddler in …
When Rhianna died and we were in the depths of hell we were told repeatedly, time heals, just give it time. We are now three years on and they were all lies. Time doesn’t heal. Giving grief time doesn’t make it get better, it doesn’t make …
A week today is Rhianna Lily’s birthday A week today is Rhianna Lily’s anniversary For three years we have celebrated her birthday and anniversary all in one day. But we really haven’t Rhianna’s birthday / anniversary comes and we are so very touched with the …