Grief is very selfish In some ways that is good in others it isn’t Everyone has to deal with grief in their own way Everyone is different So it is good that there is no right and wrong way to grieve as no one does …
Anyone who has ever read this blog knows what I think about March. It is a really hard month for all of us, and is one where we either sink or swim. And to be honest it really depends on the day, sometimes we sink, …
The month we should miss! I hate March, I hate the idea of February leaving I hate the feeling of March From the beginning to the end We start of waiting Then we remember Then we relive And then we get sad And then we …
In 25 days Rhianna is three. I have already blogged about the pain of having a child not here on their birthday and the pain of buying flowers here. Since I wrote the post we have been trying to find something for Rhianna’s birthday. Baba …
Baby loss is a taboo It is the unspoken about tragedy It’s the club none of want to be in No one envy’s you, everyone pity’s you But no one knows what to say To be honest I don’t often know what to say Rhianna …
Six weeks Only six weeks until you haven’t been here for three years Six weeks until we lost you Six weeks until we held you for the first time Six weeks until we held you for the last time I should be running around trying …
If only you could set a day Or a time each day Where you will just feel a bit rotten The world will just be a bit too much And you can go and hide under your duvet The world will just stop Just to …
Having a Christmas with a child missing is really hard. And I think this year was probably the hardest. You see 2012 was the first year everyone expected it to be hard. Last year we were in a Boo bubble he was only 22 days …
It is something we have to think about every year! And something that does take a long time every year. How to include Rhianna Lily into our Christmas celebrations. There is a fine line to include her, but to not make Christmas all about her. …
Today marked a special occasion in our house. This little dude turned one! He came speeding into our world a year ago today, at just 38 weeks pregnant. He managed to wait until the exact day he was full term and he was born super …