This weekend is mental. The next few weeks are mental. Not just a little crazy. Completely mental. And I know I have done it on purpose. It’s almost a coping mechanism nowadays. I have to charge through the month at lightening speed. Boo has made …
I love birthdays, I have always loved my birthday. I love the boys birthdays even more than my own. I love the lead up to their birthdays, the excitement and watching them open their presents, the joy on their faces and everything about them. I …
How do you remember your baby girl who was born sleeping? How do you remember your boys baby sister, and your boys big sister when they have never spent time with her or met her? How do you do something that is right and is …
We don’t really have anything in our garden for Rhianna. Each year we try to grow lilies and they are fine at first, and then they die, and I can’t get them to regrow again. However hard I try. But it is something that I …
Anyone who has ever read this blog knows what I think about March. It is a really hard month for all of us, and is one where we either sink or swim. And to be honest it really depends on the day, sometimes we sink, …
The month we should miss! I hate March, I hate the idea of February leaving I hate the feeling of March From the beginning to the end We start of waiting Then we remember Then we relive And then we get sad And then we …
Baby loss is a taboo It is the unspoken about tragedy It’s the club none of want to be in No one envy’s you, everyone pity’s you But no one knows what to say To be honest I don’t often know what to say Rhianna …
It is something we have to think about every year! And something that does take a long time every year. How to include Rhianna Lily into our Christmas celebrations. There is a fine line to include her, but to not make Christmas all about her. …
Baba was told he was having a baby sister just before Mother’s Day. Most of my presents were for Rhianna Lily as well as me that Mother’s Day. I got a great big bag, all in pink for Rhianna’s things. A cd for myself. A …
Baba amazes me. He is an amazing child. I am bias obviously, but I am not just saying that because he is mine. I am saying it because he deals with things so well Loosing someone you love is hard at any age It’s hard …