Tag: Grieving

There’s No Right Way

There’s No Right Way

There’s no right way to grieve. It is a hard thing to realise. But it is the truth. If you talk about your baby or child or any other loss every single day that is ok. If you never mention them that is ok. If 

Sleep

Sleep

Every year I think I write a post like this. Every year it is always the same. Yesterday I thought to myself I really need to get on top of my sleeping. This week I haven’t slept I am ranging on four hours sleep each 

Grief

Grief

One thing I hate about grief is the unpredictability of it. You can never tell when it will hit. You can never predict when you won’t be ok. And you really live your life on the edge of a cliff for the rest of your 

Sleep, or Lack of Sleep

Sleep, or Lack of Sleep

March the month that sleep and I fall out. I love sleep. I have always struggled to go to sleep but absolutely love sleeping. I have always been a night owl, and life would suit me much better if the world started at 10am! But 

Just a Pram

Just a Pram

It doesn’t have to be a big thing. You don’t even have to be thinking about it. It just happens And you are thrown Today it was a pram Our day had been a really good day, enjoying the sun, being a family and just 

Rhianna’s First Birthday

Rhianna’s First Birthday

Today is your first Birthday! We have gone 365 days without you It has been 52 weeks, 12 months and one whole year since we held you, and since we saw you. This year has been a hard one, one that we never thought that 

Pain, Hurt and Tears

Pain, Hurt and Tears

I always knew I was going to find this hard. It has been on my mind for a long time. Working out what we are going to do, how we are going to do things. And thinking of things to do. But I never knew 

Silence

Silence

Mr L and I grieve differently, we always have and we always will. He is a man I am a woman! That is what makes the biggest difference, I talk, I write and I want everyone to talk about Rhianna too me as well. He 

Rhianna Lily’s Canvas

Rhianna Lily’s Canvas

Since we have lost Rhianna, actually even before we lost her, when we were still pregnant with her we have wanted some canvasses for the children. Just something special with their birth dates, names and a little information about them. We have looked at the 

Baba, Rhianna And Christmas

Baba, Rhianna And Christmas

Baba does amaze me, he never forgets to think of Rhianna. Today he went out with my mum and dad and come back with a tree for Rhianna and a reindeer tree decoration that has his name on it. He told me exactly what to