This Christmas we wanted something really special for Rhianna Lily, something that was just for her. A tribute in a way. We all wanted something to have for her, something that was special and beautiful for us to see everyday. My sister brought Baba a …
Tomorrow marks seven months since Rhianna Lily died. In those seven months I have developed a serious pet hate. Easier!! When we first lost Rhianna we were told by many many people that everything would become easier! The feelings would be easier with time, we would …
Five months ago today we lost you Five months ago today we held for the first and last time Five months ago today our lives were shattered And our hearts were broken Five months ago your big brother stopped being a regular three-year old And …
Rhianna Lily has lots of places, basically where ever we go she goes as she is always in our thoughts and our hearts. We also have her garden and now we have a little place in our house as well. When she died Baba’s and …
There is no right and wrong way to grieve, grieving is such a personal thing, only you yourself can know if you are grieving correctly for you at that time in your life. But that doesn’t mean it is easy. Especially when there are three …
You know that people still care, but you get so wrapped up in your own grief that sometimes you do almost forget that people still care. The world can’t stop because you have lost your baby, however much you want it too. But it makes …
This last week, with the weather getting better, and the issues we have had with Rhianna Lily’s grave (more on that another day) we have not been leaving her flowers to chance. There were four sets of flowers put on her grave (or garden as …
A lone figure sitting on the floor Legs crossed Staring at the smallest one there He doesn’t say anything He doesn’t move. He is silent in a silent place The place that no one speaks People acknowledge others with a nod and a small look …
Little things make all the difference, they can make you smile like you haven’t smiled in a long time, or they can make you cry like you haven’t in a long time. But the little things spring up on you and you never know when …