Tag: Stillbirth

Remembering You

Remembering You

Remembering you is all we can do. So we make sure we do it as well as we can every day. Every year we add something to your garden shelves outside. This year we are combining your flowers from your Nanny with your garden addition. 

Too Many

Too Many

I have too many ideas in my head. Too many dates to remember. Too many dates I would rather avoid. Too many to do’s. Too many things to finish. Too many things to start. Too many words to say. Too many memories to live back 

Rhianna’s Shelves

Rhianna’s Shelves

Every year we update Rhianna’s shelves in the garden, this year was no different. I woke up the other day and decided to update her shelves. This year I really wanted her shelves to be bright and colourful, they have been different shades of white 

Wave of Light 2021

Wave of Light 2021

We don’t just remember you today. We don’t just miss you today. Every waking moment we think of you, we miss you. In our dreams we live our alternative life with you in it. Our broken hearts carry on forever changed. Forever missing a piece 

Babyloss Awareness Week 2021

Babyloss Awareness Week 2021

It’s babyloss awareness week, and I have to say this week it’s a tough one. I get it. I know why it’s important and it’s so so important. But when your nine years in I think it’s hard to keep going on about the fact 

Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month

Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month

October is here and October is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month, with Babyloss Awareness Week in the middle from the 9th to 15th of October. It is a month and week that is important. That should be shouted about. That more people should be 

Just An Earring

Just An Earring

It’s strange what you attach to your baby when they are no longer here. The boys have memory boxes at home. I have their first outfits, they first shoes, and little bits and pieces of things that they loved and that mean a lot to 

Tired

Tired

I am tired. Tired of missing you. Tired of feeling this numbness. Tired of celebrations always having a twinge of sadness. Tired of loving children here, and you there. Tired of being split in two. Tired of being the family that lost a baby. Tired 

Two

Two

Two. It was easier to answer two. Two instead of three but our daughter died. Easier to just be told, how lovely. Easier to carry on a happy conversation. How old are they? Reply with their ages and get an aww lovely reply. Today I 

Babyloss Awareness Month

Babyloss Awareness Month

October is Babyloss Awareness Month with the Babyloss Awareness Week being held between the 9th and 15th of October finishing with the Wave of Light on the 15th of October. It is something we have always talked about since Rhianna died, something that I think