Rhianna’s Flowers
If you have been here a while you will know that through March we always have some flowers in the house. It was something BB started a couple of years ago, just by mentioning in passing how nice it would be to have flowers in …
Tag: Late Miscarriage
My Sisters Favourite Colour is Pink and Purple
Yesterday Boo had a friend round and after we had spent the day at the farm we came home and they played and we did some art together. I got out the hama beads, that we haven’t had out for ages and ages to be …
Rhianna’s Winter Shelves
Rhianna’s shelves are still one of the focal points in the garden and they will remain that way. Last winter they were just left and when the spring hit we really had to give them a bit of a sort out and make them lovely …
Rhianna’s Shoes
When we got married the men all wore canvas shoes. All of them were all different colours and it took a long time to decide on the colours. I had some gorgeous shoes for the wedding and then moved into my white canvas shoes for …
Mummy Please Leave Her Tree
Last week we took down the Christmas decorations and the boys were desperate not to take down Rhianna’s tree or move her table away. Boo was the first one to ask if we could keep her tree and table, and then BB agreed and then …
Capture Your Grief – Rituals
What are some of the things you do to remember your child? I have never been a flower person. But since loosing Rhianna, we always have some sort of flower in the house. Her funeral was full of lilies. After her name. And for weeks …
Capture Your Grief – Today
Today where am I with my grief? I am happier. I am not so tired. I feel like I do not have to consciously make an effort not to be sad anymore. I still have bad days. I will always have bad days. I am …
Capture Your Grief – Sunrise
October is Pregnancy, Infant and Child Loss Month and one thing that I like to participate in every year is the Capture Your Grief project from Carly Marie Project Heal. You can read all about the project here, I have always started this project but …
Rhianna’s Tree
When Rhianna died, one of the first things Mr L said he wanted was that he wanted a tree for her in the front garden. It is something that has gone round and round with us. Shall we buy one. If we buy one what …