Grief!
I feel like I spend my life writing grief posts, but I suppose that is my life. Always on the edge of the cliff of grief. You never really know what is around the corner and what is coming, but you know it will come …
Rhianna Lily
Rhianna Lily our little girl born sleeping in 2012.
An Angel from the Book of Life
Wrote down my baby’s birth,
And whispered as she closed the book
“Too Beautiful for Earth”
This is Rhianna Lily’s space, her story, and how we carry on living our life without her here with the rest of us!
Mummy Please Leave Her Tree
Last week we took down the Christmas decorations and the boys were desperate not to take down Rhianna’s tree or move her table away. Boo was the first one to ask if we could keep her tree and table, and then BB agreed and then …
Rhianna’s Star
At the beginning of the month we went to Winchester Christmas Market and one of the stalls were selling these gorgeous paper stars that go over your indoor lights. I loved them all and happened to mention to Mr L that they would be a …
One Decoration…
Christmas is so hard when you have a child missing. So hard. This year I am really finding it difficult and have already had a wobble about missing Rhianna and we are only on day five. One thing that I think is evident in everything …
Remembering Rhianna at Christmas
It’s a hard thing to work out, remembering your daughter in heaven at Christmas. It is something we change most years. Something we struggle with every year. Over the years we have had Santa leave a balloon, go visit her grave, not go visit her …
Remembering Rhianna
When Rhianna died one thing I was really worried about was people not remembering Rhianna, that only myself and her daddy would make an effort to remember her. I have been proved wrong so many times when it comes to the boys. Only last week …
A Bad Time Of Year
This time of year is never that easy having one child in heaven and two here. It is a busy time of year for us with all of us having birthdays and then just the general hustle and bustle of Christmas. Having them both in …
Capture Your Grief – A Catch Up
I am determined to do the Capture Your Grief this year and this is a little catch up from having a week of not being able to write any Capture Your Grief posts! It’s a bit different I get that but it is the only …
When Grief Hits
October is always a bit of a rough month. It is Babyloss Awareness Month, it is Babyloss Awareness Week and it is BBs birthday. There are always so many emotions in October. Every year I start the Capture Your Grief Project and every year I …