Today you turn 8. In some parallel universe we would be celebrating hard, having a party. A room full of girls, screaming and laughing and having a lot of fun. Instead it’s quiet. So so quiet. There is no laughter today. Today is harder than …
Whenever I am having a bad day. Whenever I am missing Rhianna the hardest. I want to head to the beach. There is a pull I will never understand. A pull that the beach is her place. I just know in the depths of my …
If you have been here a while you will know that through March we always have some flowers in the house. It was something BB started a couple of years ago, just by mentioning in passing how nice it would be to have flowers in …
Yesterday Boo had a friend round and after we had spent the day at the farm we came home and they played and we did some art together. I got out the hama beads, that we haven’t had out for ages and ages to be …
One thing that I have always always worried about is how Rhianna dying has affected the boys. It’s something I will never really have the answer to I don’t think. But something that I worry about every single day. Less some days more other days. …
I have been absent for a while. Truth be told I have been struggling this month. As you know I found the new year difficult, moving onto another decade, leaving the only decade Rhianna existed behind. I really struggled with it and I haven’t really …
When we got married the men all wore canvas shoes. All of them were all different colours and it took a long time to decide on the colours. I had some gorgeous shoes for the wedding and then moved into my white canvas shoes for …
Rhianna’s shelves have been up for quite a few years now. Every summer they get a little blitz and a clean and that is all that they need to look perfect again. We spend a lot more time in the garden now that it has …