We’ve got to March the 7th and I haven’t actually blogged about Rhianna or her birthday month yet this year. It isn’t that I am suddenly finding March easy. But I don’t know it seems a bit different. I think after last year having her …
Next month you have been gone for nine years. When I write it down it doesn’t seem possible. Do you know nine years is 108 months, 3287 days with out you. 3287 days! I don’t really know how to comprehend it anymore it is a …
So we have decorated the lounge, and Rhianna has a new space for all of her beautiful bits and pieces. Her pink table has gone. Her stuff is no longer in the corner. Everything that has been brought for her is now pride of place …
Nine years ago today we announced we were pregnant with Rhianna Lily. I didn’t remember it. Instead I woke up with a memory of it on my Facebook. There it was just staring at me. It definitely stopped me in my tracks. I wasn’t expecting …
Grief is a strange thing, it’s a strange thing in a normal year, in the middle of a pandemic it is an even stranger thing. It is the smallest things, that can make you think. I am not talking about falling into a flood of …
Babyloss Awareness Week isn’t for me. It isn’t for Mr L. It isn’t for Big Bro or Boo. Babyloss awareness week isn’t for any of us, because we miss Rhianna every single day. We miss her every waking moment. We miss the girl she would …
October is Babyloss Awareness Month with the Babyloss Awareness Week being held between the 9th and 15th of October finishing with the Wave of Light on the 15th of October. It is something we have always talked about since Rhianna died, something that I think …
It’s something you don’t really think about, missing a child and having a holiday. But it is something that comes up every year. When we go away we miss Rhianna. I remember the first time we ever went away without Rhianna the first thing that …
Rhianna’s shelves have needed a bit of a freshen up and face-lift for a while. They had become very weathered and a bit of a dumping ground. Yesterday I decided to do something about it. We cleared out all of the shelves and cleared all …