Rhianna Lily our little girl born sleeping in 2012.
An Angel from the Book of Life
Wrote down my baby’s birth,
And whispered as she closed the book
“Too Beautiful for Earth”
This is Rhianna Lily’s space, her story, and how we carry on living our life without her here with the rest of us!
It’s Father’s Day and I would like to be blogging about the beautiful day we have been having. When the truth is it has been a bloody difficult day. It’s been emotional, draining and tiring. The kids have been great at times and then really …
When your daughter lives in heaven days are hard. Special days are even harder. When your the daddy of a daughter or son in heaven they can be even harder. They can be lonely, there can be no support and all the pressure placed on …
Rhianna’s due date isn’t generally a date that floors me. The first year it was hell, it was all so raw, and it was only three months after she died. That was the worst time for her actual due date. Rhianna was due on the …
When Rhianna Lily died the world revolved around me. Where ever we went people asked me how I was, if I was ok, had I eaten, was I sleeping, gave me a hug, sent me messages and kept an eye on me. Mr L was …
I think everyone has one, or at least should have one. A place that is their happy place, their safe place, and their place that is their grounding place. A place that they have to go to soothe their soul. To help ease their pain …
At the weekend I was on social media and saw a person I follow announce their pregnancy and then she showed her mummy to be presents from her partner for her last Mother’s Day before baby comes, or her first Mother’s Day if you think …
I am in a few baby loss groups, its like our own community, the club you have never wanted to be a member of but are for life. And something that comes up quite often is how can I make them understand, how can I …
This last week BB has been in France on his first residential trip. He went on Monday and came back on Friday, shattered but having loved every single minute of it. When he came home the first thing he said to me was that he …
Yesterday we spent some time discusses Rhianna’s headstone, once again. Currently she just has the plaque with her name on at her gravestone, but we really want her to eventually have a headstone. But things have always got in the way. Mainly the fact that …