Rhianna and the Beach
Whenever I am having a bad day. Whenever I am missing Rhianna the hardest. I want to head to the beach. There is a pull I will never understand. A pull that the beach is her place. I just know in the depths of my …
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Rhianna’s Flowers
If you have been here a while you will know that through March we always have some flowers in the house. It was something BB started a couple of years ago, just by mentioning in passing how nice it would be to have flowers in …
And Once Again It’s March
And just like that it’s March again. The month that is notoriously a bad month. One that I dread. One that I hate. But one that I have to get through every year. I never know how to tackle March. I never know how I …
My Sisters Favourite Colour is Pink and Purple
Yesterday Boo had a friend round and after we had spent the day at the farm we came home and they played and we did some art together. I got out the hama beads, that we haven’t had out for ages and ages to be …
Missing You
I have been absent for a while. Truth be told I have been struggling this month. As you know I found the new year difficult, moving onto another decade, leaving the only decade Rhianna existed behind. I really struggled with it and I haven’t really …
“But I miss Rhianna”
There is nothing harder for a parent than watching your child in pain. There is nothing harder as a parent watching your child in tears. There is nothing harder as a parent seeing your child in pain and tears and not being able to do …
Happy New Year and a Happy 2020
It’s New Year’s Eve and tomorrow a new year and a new decade starts. And I want to wish you all a Happy New Year and a Happy 2020 But I am being a bit of a grump to be honest. It started yesterday when …
Rhianna’s Christmas
It is so hard to find something smaller enough for Rhianna’s grave every year. Every year we always search and search. Wreaths are generally too big and cover Rhianna’s whole grave. And with the bits that she has on there all year it is hard …
Christmas Day 2019
So yesterday happened in a whirlwind of activity and everyone was spoilt and it was a fab day. And it was a fab day. The boys got presents. Rhianna got presents. I didn’t cry. It’s taken me seven years but this year I didn’t cry. …