Recently we have had lots of discussions about whether people’s families are complete and if they are done having babies. It is something I really struggle with personally. Whenever anyone asks me they get the same response, “we are done” But that doesn’t mean we are complete. We will never …
Loosing a child is hard I think that is an obvious statement. But Baba was around. However hard it was at the time, he was around, he experienced her loss, and he know she was here and then she wasn’t here and he will never …
Today marked a special occasion in our house. This little dude turned one! He came speeding into our world a year ago today, at just 38 weeks pregnant. He managed to wait until the exact day he was full term and he was born super …
Yesterday Boo had his yearly check. It is something I haven’t been looking forward to for ages, mainly because I hate that babies have to do things by a specific time. I like my children to do things in their own time. But also because …
So today Boo turns 11 months. The past 11 months have flown past and he is turning into a right little character. He never shuts up and is always screaming, or shouting ‘guk’ at every opportunity, we have had a few ‘mamas’ and ‘dadas’ but …
A while ago I wrote about finding me, as I felt a little lost. A lot has happened since then. I rearranged my blogs and combined them all to here and I went on maternity leave from Scrapbookerry. I needed a break, I needed to …
Grief is an odd one you think you are ok and then something very strange sends you months back and you have to start again. Having Boo has changed the way we are grieving for Rhianna. Changed the way I am grieving. When Rhianna died …
Being pregnant with a Rainbow baby after loosing a baby was not a thing I did well. Rhianna was in medical terms a silent late miscarriage. To me, and her daddy she was a stillbirth and our daughter and she was Baba’s sister he never …
So as you can tell from the title, Boo has colic. When Boo was born, he came fast and he was very grunty, and a ribena head, (they were the technical terms) and they didn’t let us out of hospital immediately. Once Mr L left …
So last year we kept a big secret, the fact that we were having another baby. Boo arrived on December the 3rd and was a great end to a really rubbish time in our lives. But it doesn’t mean that everything that happened disappeared. That …