I think everyone has one, or at least should have one. A place that is their happy place, their safe place, and their place that is their grounding place. A place that they have to go to soothe their soul. To help ease their pain …
When Rhianna died a very good friend of mine brought me a necklace, it was Rhianna’s necklace and I loved it. That friend is no longer in my life, and I put the necklace to the side as it was just to full of memories …
Boo has a great love. It started about a month or two ago and has grown massively in that time. As soon as he wakes up he asks for it. He asks for it when he is at home, at Nannies or any where he …
Father’s Day is an odd one when you have lost a child. You have to make it a good day for your remaining children, but not forget the ones missing. It contradicts itself. It pulls you in two different directions. You have happiness and joy …
This week Boo turned 6 months old, it has been a crazy 6 months, learning to live with his reflux and this last month has been particularly hard. We have all been ill, including Boo. He’s battled his bronchitis and been hospitalised with croup and …
Over the past week I have been slowly going through all my pictures on the computer and organising them to move across to the external hard drive so that I know where they all are. I have lots in files that make no sense that …
I have never been great at gardening, we have lived in our house for nearly 6 years and have never seemed to get the garden right. To be honest I have never really enjoyed gardening, I am more known for killing plants than my great …
Baba has always been told the truth about Rhianna Lily, to the level that he understands. He knows mummy had a baby in her tummy, that she was a little girl and she was called Rhianna Lily. He also knows that Rhianna got poorly and …
I haven’t been here for a while, it has been a stressful couple of weeks to say the least and I am not 100% sure where to even start. Baba has been ill, it is that time of the year again, where one thing leads …
Josie over at Sleep is for the Weak wrote a post today about what her child has taught her and how responding to his personality and needs has changed her. This post really made me think about how having Baba has changed my life. When …