Still Caring!

You know that people still care, but you get so wrapped up in your own grief that sometimes you do almost forget that people still care.

The world can’t stop because you have lost your baby, however much you want it too. But it makes it hard because it can’t stop. You feel like everyone has stopped caring.

There is a rational part in your brain that tells you obviously they have not stopped caring but your irrationality takes over. You can’t help it because it happens a lot.

This week we have constantly been reminded that people are still caring about Rhianna Lily and it has been such a lovely week because of it, knowing that all our friends and family are still all feeling this with us.

We have had friends letting a balloon go with their son with a little message about Rhianna Lily on it.

My niece has been making a flower display for Rhianna’s garden.

Baba has been buying lots of flowers this week, he brought a bunch and then made another display with his cousin for his baby sister.

A friend of ours, and her little daughter who is also Baba’s friend has been up to Rhianna’s garden and put some flowers there herself.

All of these things have been done of everyone’s own back and then we have been told about them, and they have all been so lovely.

Grief is a lonely lonely place to be, and you can become consumed by it, but the biggest problem is that you do forget that you are not the only one that is grieving.

It feels like you are 100% alone, when actually you are 200% supported.

Rhianna Lily affected so many people and so many people have cried for her and are grieving her, and things like these remind us how much she was loved and how much everyone really cares!