Christmas Decorating With A Child Missing

I love to decorate our house at Christmas.

We always get our tree up early and we always have two trees and then last year we started putting a tree up for Rhianna as well.

This year, the boys were really excited about her tree going up.

And it has already become a tradition for us all.

Another tradition that we have is that Rhianna gets new decorations every year, this weekend BB brought some decorations for her this year.

And we have put these on her tree and on the boys tree this year.

Its really hard to keep her involved every year.

Every year I worry we do too much, or worry that we don’t do enough.

But I think at the moment we have it right.

It may not be right for others but for us it is perfect.

She is involved, but involved enough that it doesn’t upset me.

It just makes me smile and it means I can carry on making good happy memories for the boys.

I never get through the whole Christmas period without sad days.

But everything we do to remember Rhianna makes me happy and not sad!

For that reason I think we have it right