Hard Moments
Every so often you get a slap in the face moment. It can be anything, and it can be anywhere and you never know when it will happen but it does, and it really stings and is painful! Really painful. I have had a few …
Tag: Baby Loss
Rhianna Lily’s Presents
I really wanted Rhianna Lily involved this Christmas. We all wanted her involved. But I also wanted everyone to have something special that was just for Rhianna Lily. I went off and started a little project on my own, that was just for our little …
Baba, Rhianna And Christmas
Baba does amaze me, he never forgets to think of Rhianna. Today he went out with my mum and dad and come back with a tree for Rhianna and a reindeer tree decoration that has his name on it. He told me exactly what to …
That Question
I love talking about Rhianna, to people who all ready know about Rhianna. I find the hardest thing in the world is telling people about Rhianna in the first place. When I get asked ‘that question’ how many children have you got I get stuck …
Five Months On
Five months ago today we lost you Five months ago today we held for the first and last time Five months ago today our lives were shattered And our hearts were broken Five months ago your big brother stopped being a regular three-year old And …
The Garden
This last week, with the weather getting better, and the issues we have had with Rhianna Lily’s grave (more on that another day) we have not been leaving her flowers to chance. There were four sets of flowers put on her grave (or garden as …
The Falling Feather
Walking up to see you on Sunday was hard, we were all sad No one really knew what to say and no one really knew what to do for the best. We have always gone along the back path to your garden But today I …
Today Is For You
Today the flowers will be bright The colours will be vibrant And our hearts will swell There will be tears, lots of them There will be hugs There will be pain. There will be lots of wonderings Why us? Why you? Why is life so …