The First Christmas
It was never going to be easy, we tried our hardest to try not to think about what was in front of us. A lot of December I spent wishing it away completely, as I really didn’t want it here. But there was no stopping …
Tag: Pain
2012 The Year That Just Keeps Giving…
Rubbish, heartache, pain, despair, stress, grief, tears, money worries, and put it all on repeat! Oh yes 2012 really has been the year to enjoy! It started out so well and has gone from great to hell in one swoop and it wasn’t satisfied with …
Twenty Third Twenty Fourth
It feels strange to be sat here writing, I haven’t done it in such a long time. Usually when problems arise the first thing I do is run to my pen or my computer and write. But recently I have found the retreating of writing …
The Garden
This last week, with the weather getting better, and the issues we have had with Rhianna Lily’s grave (more on that another day) we have not been leaving her flowers to chance. There were four sets of flowers put on her grave (or garden as …
That Pain That Takes Your Breath Away
Everyday is painful, everyday Mr L and I think about Rhianna and everyday the pain hits us. But then there is a whole different pain when you get a small glimpse of what Baba is thinking. After all he is our child, we will do …
It’s The Little Things
Little things make all the difference, they can make you smile like you haven’t smiled in a long time, or they can make you cry like you haven’t in a long time. But the little things spring up on you and you never know when …
Pregnancy Sucks
I haven’t been blogging recently, it has been a conscious decision really it isn’t that I haven’t got anything to say as the past few weeks I have had lots and lots to say. But I have not wanted to bombard the few people who …