Bad Day

Yesterday was a bad day, my back was killing, I felt sick all day and general felt the roughest I have felt for a long time. I tried my hardest to do things and nothing much got done!

The most I could do was curl up on the sofa and hope the day would disappear quickly.

It didn’t unfortunately and it got worse and worse as the day went on. Mr L couldn’t get how I felt and wasn’t really impressed when he walked in, resulting in an awfully tense house. All in all it was a pretty awful day, and one that I don’t want to be repeating again.

In a way I wish the way I was feeling was more physical if I was sick every day, all day the way that I feel it at least then people would see it, rather than just think that I am making it up. It is hard to get across how I am feeling, when no one can actually see what or how I am feeling. It is annoying and hard work.

I also think I could cope with the sickness, I was coping with the sickness before I fell. The back pain has completely thrown me, it literally stops me in my stride sometimes, and the pain makes me feel sick which doesn’t help. It is getting better but there are still times when it really hurts, as much as it did in the beginning and I am stuck, and a little helpless as I can’t do anything.

I am hoping today and the next few days are better, I have so much to do and it is annoying me that I can’t get it done.