Pain, Hurt and Tears
I always knew I was going to find this hard. It has been on my mind for a long time. Working out what we are going to do, how we are going to do things. And thinking of things to do. But I never knew …
Tag: Miscarriage
Mother’s Day Part Two
I was dreading Mother’s Day there was a part of me that really didn’t want it to happen. The day where all the Mother’s in the world celebrate that they are a Mother and their children give them gifts and thank them. How are you …
Mother’s Day
It is Mother’s Day this weekend, it is a day I have loved since we had Baba, last year we were all excited on Mother’s Day and I wanted it to be a fantastic day as it was going to be our last with just …
Do You Know
We get asked all the time, “How are you?” We respond with “We are ok considering” “No but really how are you?” “We have good and bad days, but we are getting there” Do you know what that’s a lie We are both fantastic liars Neither …
The First Day In Hospital 21/03/2012
I didn’t sleep last night, I tossed and turned all night. Baba crawled into our bed in the early hours and for the first time I just left him there. I just watched him sleep and just cried. I felt so numb, but so bad …