How Can I Make Them Understand
I am in a few baby loss groups, its like our own community, the club you have never wanted to be a member of but are for life. And something that comes up quite often is how can I make them understand, how can I …
Tag: Life After Babyloss
Seven Years Today
Seven years today we knew your heart had stopped beating. Seven years today only family and close friends knew our pain. Seven years today we had stopped so many people in their tracks. Seven years today we laid in bed and our phones silently pinged …
Rhianna’s Flowers
For anyone that reads this blog knows that throughout March we always have flowers in our house for Rhianna’s birthday. Yesterday BB chose some more flowers for his sister. He picked flowers I would never have chosen. But ones that are really beautiful. Ones that …
Rhianna’s Flowers In March
So it is finally March. Our worst month. One that I dread starting but one that I also hate finishing. Starting the month means it is Rhianna’s birthday in a few short days. Ending the month means it isn’t Rhianna’s birthday for another year. Grief …
Our Connection
I strongly believe as a mum we have an invisible connection to our children. Since giving birth to BB and Boo I know if they are ill, or need me. The mother’s instinct. Since loosing Rhianna I don’t think anything breaks that connection. Not even …
Rhianna’s Tree
When Rhianna died, one of the first things Mr L said he wanted was that he wanted a tree for her in the front garden. It is something that has gone round and round with us. Shall we buy one. If we buy one what …
My Sister…
Loosing a child is hard I think that is an obvious statement. But Baba was around. However hard it was at the time, he was around, he experienced her loss, and he know she was here and then she wasn’t here and he will never …