Pregnancy Sucks
I haven’t been blogging recently, it has been a conscious decision really it isn’t that I haven’t got anything to say as the past few weeks I have had lots and lots to say. But I have not wanted to bombard the few people who …
Tag: Feelings
Where Has It Gone
This isn’t a post about where the year has gone. It’s a post about where my umpf and spirit has gone. I am feeling incredible deflated I have lost all of my Christmas spirit. I haven’t written a single card! I haven’t even made a …
Understood
I thought that everyone understood That every got what I was doing Why I was doing it and how much time it would take I thought I was supported and it was accepted I thought I was doing good It seems I was wrong, very, …
All By Myself!
I am sitting here all on my own, no one to talk, just waiting. Now it isn’t anything new but it is too me. Baba has been going off to his nannies houses for months now so that I can work but never to pre …
Phenomenal!
Yesterday I was in a foul mood, a really bad mood. It was a mood that had been building up gradually and yesterday was the climax. I am still not in the best of moods, but I am feeling better. I can see a small …
It’s the Little Things
Since Baba has been better, I have been making a real effort to get him out of the house and do stuff with him. We have been doing ok. But I have noticed that other things have been suffering. Now don’t get me wrong I …
Holiday’s past and future
We got our confirmation today for our Sun holiday, to Wales. We are going for a long weekend and I can’t wait. Now I know it is not the most fantastic holiday in the world, but it is our first family holiday and I am …
Whats Important
I spent a whole day today with Baba, my Mum, Sister, Niece and Nephew, (and Dad for a while) then Mr L came home and then my Best Mate came round. So all in all I have spent the last 18 hours with all the …