Pre-Op

So today we off to Baba’s Pre -Op I am not 100% sure what is happening. All I do know is that I have had to fill out a form of his allergies and his details and that it is going to take up to four hours.

What we are doing for four hours I don’t have a clue. That we shall have to wait and see. There is no clue in the letter nothing!

All I know is that I have felt sick since he went to sleep last night, I have no clue what I am going to be like next week. I am a nervous wreck already and we aren’t doing the operation yet. I am hoping that I am worse, because I don’t know what is happening. This pre – op is more for me than Baba, he doesn’t have a clue what is going on. But I am also hoping that just the fact Mr L is there next week will help, he has a calming influence on me. Where as today we are going with my parents which is great they will keep Baba amused so I can ask questions calming influence on me no! Never happens.

I have packed a bag, I have things to amuse him. I am not sure whether I should but at the same time if I don’t God that could be awful. He will get himself into a complete and utter grump then, we also have chocolate. The whole world can be mended by chocolate as far as Baba is concerned so I hope that that will help!

So wish as luck I am nervous, scared and feel sick. Which is great as we have an hour journey before even arriving! So hopefully it will be all ok!