Understood

I thought that everyone understood

That every got what I was doing

Why I was doing it and how much time it would take

I thought I was supported and it was accepted

I thought I was doing good

It seems I was wrong, very, very wrong

Things have never been understood

Things have just been judged

Something I thought had stopped happening!

That was a huge error on my part

I thought everyone had got past that

In fact I have faced more judgement in the past few weeks

Than I have for a very long time

Judgement from places I never thought it would

It has hurt, it has made me cry

It has made me think once or twice

Is it really worth it all

But then I think I have changed so much for people in the past

I am not changing again

I have never lied about what I am doing

I have never claimed it will be easy

I just thought it was understood…