In The Moment
Yesterday I got asked how old you are Yesterday I had to stop and think Just for a second I needed to stop I needed to think It was just the difference between 8 and 7 I was asked your age in a slightly different …
Rhianna Lily
Rhianna Lily our little girl born sleeping in 2012.
An Angel from the Book of Life
Wrote down my baby’s birth,
And whispered as she closed the book
“Too Beautiful for Earth”
This is Rhianna Lily’s space, her story, and how we carry on living our life without her here with the rest of us!
Christmas Decorating With A Child Missing
I love to decorate our house at Christmas. We always get our tree up early and we always have two trees and then last year we started putting a tree up for Rhianna as well. This year, the boys were really excited about her tree …
Rhianna’s Winter Shelves
Rhianna’s shelves are still one of the focal points in the garden and they will remain that way. Last winter they were just left and when the spring hit we really had to give them a bit of a sort out and make them lovely …
Rhianna’s Shoes
When we got married the men all wore canvas shoes. All of them were all different colours and it took a long time to decide on the colours. I had some gorgeous shoes for the wedding and then moved into my white canvas shoes for …
Our Family Lost A Baby
I have really toyed with this post, as I really don’t want it to come across as a post where I am having a moan about Babyloss Awareness as I really am not. I believe in everything that Babyloss Awareness Week stands for, I fully …
Wave of Light 2019 #blaw
There are so many words I could write. There is so much I could say. But tonight I will let the candles do the talking. For tonight I will let them shine for you. For tonight we will remember all the babies lost. We love …
Remembering Rhianna
When you loose a child you worry a lot about how it affects your other children. From the moment Rhianna died we have been concerned about how it has affected BB and then having Boo the year after Rhianna died we always have worried about …
Babyloss Awareness Week 2019
Today marks the beginning of Babyloss Awareness Week this year, it runs from the 9th – 15th of October, ending with the Wave of Light on the 15th. This week they are launching a new campaign, Out of Sight, Out of Mind something I really …
There Are No Rules
When you become a parent you quickly realise there is no rule book. And at times you really wish there was. When you loose a baby you quickly realise there is no rule book. And at times all you really wish there was. I remember …
Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month
October is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month with Babyloss Awareness Week also in the month from the 9th – 15th October finishing with the Wave of Light on the 15th. It’s a busy month for babyloss. It’s one that I always want to be …