Grief
Some days you get through all day with no tears Some days you wake up in tears Some days you cry a little Some days you cry a lot Some days you understand the tears Some days you have no understanding why you are standing …
Rhianna Lily
Rhianna Lily our little girl born sleeping in 2012.
An Angel from the Book of Life
Wrote down my baby’s birth,
And whispered as she closed the book
“Too Beautiful for Earth”
This is Rhianna Lily’s space, her story, and how we carry on living our life without her here with the rest of us!
Grief Isn’t Just Pain
Something I have learnt over the years is that grief isn’t just pain. Grief comes in so many different forms and you never know what it will be or how it will hit. It isn’t just pain and tears. It’s anger. It’s hurt. It’s brain …
Just An Earring
It’s strange what you attach to your baby when they are no longer here. The boys have memory boxes at home. I have their first outfits, they first shoes, and little bits and pieces of things that they loved and that mean a lot to …
Less Than A Week
It’s less than a week till your birthday. Less than a week till your anniversary. And this year I just don’t really know how I am feeling about it all. It’s a tough year. It’s a unique year. I think both of them are massive …
March The 7th
We’ve got to March the 7th and I haven’t actually blogged about Rhianna or her birthday month yet this year. It isn’t that I am suddenly finding March easy. But I don’t know it seems a bit different. I think after last year having her …
Nine Years
Next month you have been gone for nine years. When I write it down it doesn’t seem possible. Do you know nine years is 108 months, 3287 days with out you. 3287 days! I don’t really know how to comprehend it anymore it is a …
Rhiannas New Space
So we have decorated the lounge, and Rhianna has a new space for all of her beautiful bits and pieces. Her pink table has gone. Her stuff is no longer in the corner. Everything that has been brought for her is now pride of place …
Nine Years Today
Nine years ago today we announced we were pregnant with Rhianna Lily. I didn’t remember it. Instead I woke up with a memory of it on my Facebook. There it was just staring at me. It definitely stopped me in my tracks. I wasn’t expecting …