It’s The Little Things
Grief is a strange thing, it’s a strange thing in a normal year, in the middle of a pandemic it is an even stranger thing. It is the smallest things, that can make you think. I am not talking about falling into a flood of …
Rhianna Lily
Rhianna Lily our little girl born sleeping in 2012.
An Angel from the Book of Life
Wrote down my baby’s birth,
And whispered as she closed the book
“Too Beautiful for Earth”
This is Rhianna Lily’s space, her story, and how we carry on living our life without her here with the rest of us!
Babyloss Awareness Week 2020
Babyloss Awareness Week isn’t for me. It isn’t for Mr L. It isn’t for Big Bro or Boo. Babyloss awareness week isn’t for any of us, because we miss Rhianna every single day. We miss her every waking moment. We miss the girl she would …
Babyloss Awareness Month
October is Babyloss Awareness Month with the Babyloss Awareness Week being held between the 9th and 15th of October finishing with the Wave of Light on the 15th of October. It is something we have always talked about since Rhianna died, something that I think …
Including Rhianna on our Holidays
It’s something you don’t really think about, missing a child and having a holiday. But it is something that comes up every year. When we go away we miss Rhianna. I remember the first time we ever went away without Rhianna the first thing that …
Rhianna’s Shelves
Rhianna’s shelves have needed a bit of a freshen up and face-lift for a while. They had become very weathered and a bit of a dumping ground. Yesterday I decided to do something about it. We cleared out all of the shelves and cleared all …
Missing You Always
The last couple of days have been quite hard for me. I don’t know why. There is no significant reason why. But I have really been missing Rhianna. There is no special birthdays coming up, there is no special events or reasons. It has just …
No One Can Tell You How To Grieve
I follow a few people who have lost children, and a few other people that are in depths of grieve. I suppose in some way it finds you. You are part of a club, that you never wanted to be included in but a club …
Fathers Day With A Child Missing
It’s never an easy one. Celebrations of any kind are hard when you have a child missing. I really feel it on all of them. So does Mr L. I think I find Mother’s Day very hard as it is the day that you celebrate …
Missing You
I woke up today missing you. I wake up every day missing you. Today for some reason I missed you more. There is no reason why it should be different. It’s just a normal June Saturday. But today I woke up missing you more than …