The Day You Talked To Someone Else

The Day You Talked To Someone Else

Last night I was catching up on EastEnders, (told you I was obsessed with the show, and yes I do know it isn’t real) but I was watching the Coker story, where Les finally tells Pam about him and Claudette. I was sat watching it 

Stillbirth in EastEnders

Stillbirth in EastEnders

Yesterday I read on Facebook that EastEnders are going to have a stillbirth storyline with Shabnam and Kush’s baby that will be aired at the end of August. My first reaction was to stop watching EastEnders, I didn’t want to be reminded of Rhianna Lily 

Rhianna’s Fairy Door

Rhianna’s Fairy Door

Ages ago we decided to make Rhianna a fairy garden in our garden when we sorted it. We have tried since loosing her to grow plants successfully and it has never really happened, but over the years Baba and now Boo have brought lots of 

Always Missing

Always Missing

Life is manic and I love it. I love running around after the boys. Visiting friends Spending time with the family Going to lessons Visiting places and watching them grow We are busy in the house Busy moving things around decorating Changing things Busy in 

Your Perfect Place

Your Perfect Place

The laughs, the cries, the shouts They hit you as soon as you drive close Children playing, children having fun Families having picnics, Children playing football Joy Having fun at the local park And you walk past it In silence In a bubble That family 

Sponsoring A Child

Sponsoring A Child

From the moment Rhianna died Mr L and I wanted to do something in her memory. We have thought about many different ways to do this, mainly through sponsoring charities and promoting charities work that work with stillbirth and infant death. We have a page 

Does Rhianna Buy Me A Present?

Does Rhianna Buy Me A Present?

It was a question an innocent question But one that had been thought about for a long time. One that had been bothering him And one that completely threw me off guard. “Mummy does Rhianna buy me a birthday present, because Boo and I buy 

After a Baby Dies

After a Baby Dies

A couple of days ago I was involved in a twitter chat with a lot of lovely woman about what happens, and the support you get when your baby dies in the UK. I then read Jennie’s post on Bereavement Support After A Baby Dies and 

Rhianna’s Fairy Garden

Rhianna’s Fairy Garden

We don’t really have anything in our garden for Rhianna. Each year we try to grow lilies and they are fine at first, and then they die, and I can’t get them to regrow again. However hard I try. But it is something that I 

Just a Pram

Just a Pram

It doesn’t have to be a big thing. You don’t even have to be thinking about it. It just happens And you are thrown Today it was a pram Our day had been a really good day, enjoying the sun, being a family and just