Capture Your Grief – Today
Today where am I with my grief? I am happier. I am not so tired. I feel like I do not have to consciously make an effort not to be sad anymore. I still have bad days. I will always have bad days. I am …
Rhianna Lily
Rhianna Lily our little girl born sleeping in 2012.
An Angel from the Book of Life
Wrote down my baby’s birth,
And whispered as she closed the book
“Too Beautiful for Earth”
This is Rhianna Lily’s space, her story, and how we carry on living our life without her here with the rest of us!
Capture Your Grief – Essence
Who is Rhianna? What is she to me? Does she have a name? What does her name mean? That is the prompts for today’s Capture Your Grief. Rhianna is our second child, our only baby girl and our girl in heaven. BB was going to …
Capture Your Grief – Purpose
Today’s prompt for Capture Your Grief is Purpose. Why are you doing Capture Your Grief this year. I have participated in some of the capture your grief prompts every year since Rhianna died, not completing it fully, and every year the reasons behind why I …
Capture Your Grief – Sunrise
October is Pregnancy, Infant and Child Loss Month and one thing that I like to participate in every year is the Capture Your Grief project from Carly Marie Project Heal. You can read all about the project here, I have always started this project but …
Rhianna’s Journal
I am a girl that buys a diary every year, with full intentions of keeping a journal. I have loads where a couple of pages are written. But then I stop by February. I have one that is complete. It has been filled in every …
A Peace Lily For Rhianna Lily
Yesterday was our fourth wedding anniversary. We always do something for our anniversary, this year we are doing something tomorrow instead of yesterday. However we don’t actually do presents and due to us just having been away this year we definitely weren’t buying presents. But …
Rhianna’s Tree
When Rhianna died, one of the first things Mr L said he wanted was that he wanted a tree for her in the front garden. It is something that has gone round and round with us. Shall we buy one. If we buy one what …
The Final Goodbye
No one should bury their child! No one should stand at a graveside and watch their child’s coffin be lowered into the ground! 6 years ago we did just that. We stood and watched. Watched the tiniest grave be filled by the tiniest coffin. No …