I think everyone has one, or at least should have one. A place that is their happy place, their safe place, and their place that is their grounding place. A place that they have to go to soothe their soul. To help ease their pain …
At the weekend I was on social media and saw a person I follow announce their pregnancy and then she showed her mummy to be presents from her partner for her last Mother’s Day before baby comes, or her first Mother’s Day if you think …
I am in a few baby loss groups, its like our own community, the club you have never wanted to be a member of but are for life. And something that comes up quite often is how can I make them understand, how can I …
This last week BB has been in France on his first residential trip. He went on Monday and came back on Friday, shattered but having loved every single minute of it. When he came home the first thing he said to me was that he …
I hate going to bed the night before your birthday. I hate waking up to silence on your birthday. I hate that there is no excited girl running into our room. I hate there are no presents wrapped downstairs. I hate there are no balloons. …
Seven years today we knew your heart had stopped beating. Seven years today only family and close friends knew our pain. Seven years today we had stopped so many people in their tracks. Seven years today we laid in bed and our phones silently pinged …
Yesterday Mr L brought Rhianna a new present for her table. It was a little decorated rabbit that is a hanging decoration but we have decided to just stand on her table instead. It is a perfect addition to her table, and is nice that …
This week has flown by, and I haven’t really had a chance to write, as it has been super busy. I have been sorting a lot of admin things at home, I have seen friends and been to a family funeral. So it has been …
One reason I started to blog about Rhianna was I needed a place, a place to pour out my feelings as I found it so much easier to write than speak. But over the years the reasons I blog about Rhianna remain the same, but …