A Bad Time Of Year
This time of year is never that easy having one child in heaven and two here. It is a busy time of year for us with all of us having birthdays and then just the general hustle and bustle of Christmas. Having them both in …
Life Without Rhianna Lily
When Grief Hits
October is always a bit of a rough month. It is Babyloss Awareness Month, it is Babyloss Awareness Week and it is BBs birthday. There are always so many emotions in October. Every year I start the Capture Your Grief Project and every year I …
Rhianna’s Journal
I am a girl that buys a diary every year, with full intentions of keeping a journal. I have loads where a couple of pages are written. But then I stop by February. I have one that is complete. It has been filled in every …
A Peace Lily For Rhianna Lily
Yesterday was our fourth wedding anniversary. We always do something for our anniversary, this year we are doing something tomorrow instead of yesterday. However we don’t actually do presents and due to us just having been away this year we definitely weren’t buying presents. But …
The Final Goodbye
No one should bury their child! No one should stand at a graveside and watch their child’s coffin be lowered into the ground! 6 years ago we did just that. We stood and watched. Watched the tiniest grave be filled by the tiniest coffin. No …
The Day You Turned Six
Yesterday was your 6th birthday. It was not a great day. The first time that your daddy ever had to work! And it didn’t work. It was horrible. And will never happen again. We tried it. It doesn’t work. He can not be working on …