Babyloss Awareness Week 2021

It’s babyloss awareness week, and I have to say this week it’s a tough one.

I get it.

I know why it’s important and it’s so so important.

But when your nine years in I think it’s hard to keep going on about the fact that it’s babyloss awareness week.

It’s hard to keep talking about it.

It’s hard to keep mentioning it.

Because for you babyloss awareness week isn’t just this week.

It’s every day.

Every moment.

Every waking hour.

You see you never ever stop missing them.

And just for this week babyloss is everywhere.

And next week it is quiet again.

This week wherever you turn you see about it, hear about it, read about it.

Next week it is quiet.

But your the 1 in 4 and you can’t switch it off after one week.

You can’t switch it off ever.

You are stuck in a life of contradictions.

You want to talk about it.

You want the world to be aware to understand.

But you want to hide away.

You don’t want to acknowledge it at all.

So you spend the week stuck in this decision of wanting to do it and not wanting to do it.

And the week ends.

And you still miss them.

Every single moment of every single day.