October is Pregnancy, Infant and Child Loss Month and one thing that I like to participate in every year is the Capture Your Grief project from Carly Marie Project Heal. You can read all about the project here, I have always started this project but …
I am a girl that buys a diary every year, with full intentions of keeping a journal. I have loads where a couple of pages are written. But then I stop by February. I have one that is complete. It has been filled in every …
Yesterday was our fourth wedding anniversary. We always do something for our anniversary, this year we are doing something tomorrow instead of yesterday. However we don’t actually do presents and due to us just having been away this year we definitely weren’t buying presents. But …
When Rhianna died, one of the first things Mr L said he wanted was that he wanted a tree for her in the front garden. It is something that has gone round and round with us. Shall we buy one. If we buy one what …
I have always had a bit of thing about Butterflies, I find them totally fascinating, and beautiful. Always have. I love to watch them when they are flying about. There is something magical about how they fly, unlike other insects, and no I don’t feel …
No one should bury their child! No one should stand at a graveside and watch their child’s coffin be lowered into the ground! 6 years ago we did just that. We stood and watched. Watched the tiniest grave be filled by the tiniest coffin. No …
Yesterday was your 6th birthday. It was not a great day. The first time that your daddy ever had to work! And it didn’t work. It was horrible. And will never happen again. We tried it. It doesn’t work. He can not be working on …