The Big ‘C’
I so haven’t wanted to write this post, as somehow writing it down means it is really happening. It is really happening we are living it, but not putting it out to the whole world means I can some what hide from it. But I …
Tag: Loss
So Today….
Today is her birthday, today is the day she died. Today is a bit of a mess up to be honest. It’s a birthday and an anniversary And it is all a little bit too much! Today I am so grateful for Mr L, I …
How Rhianna Affected Us – Messages from Family and Friends
Loosing Rhianna didn’t just touch us, as her parents or her brother, it has affected many other people. People don’t know what to do or how to react when you lose a child. On her anniversary we wanted to put together some thoughts from family …
Mother’s Day Part Two
I was dreading Mother’s Day there was a part of me that really didn’t want it to happen. The day where all the Mother’s in the world celebrate that they are a Mother and their children give them gifts and thank them. How are you …
Sunshine And Flowers
This weekend the sunshine has been shining and we have all had a strong urge to go and make Rhianna’s grave a little bit prettier for the sun to shine on. I found her grave really difficult over the winter months, it is a really …
When You Have A Photo…
Of your baby… That no one wants to see… Do you know how hard that is? It is a question that I have asked lots of people over the weekend. Do you know how hard it is to have a photo of your baby that …
You Were A Fine Old Girl
I had a post all planned out for today then my BF called to say her horse had been put down. I am sad, I don’t generally like horses, but over the years I had grown an affection for her and Baba loved her and she will …
The Last Day…
It has been a strange year, one that has sometimes flowed and one that has sometimes been incredibly hard but one that has been filled with excitement and joy. It started so well and we were looking for new things for 2010 these were quickly …