This year we have decorated the house. Which was so needed and we all love, but it means that the usual way we set up Rhianna’s Christmas decorations couldn’t be done this year. As we don’t have the same space or the same area anymore. …
There’s no right way to grieve. It is a hard thing to realise. But it is the truth. If you talk about your baby or child or any other loss every single day that is ok. If you never mention them that is ok. If …
It’s strange what you attach to your baby when they are no longer here. The boys have memory boxes at home. I have their first outfits, they first shoes, and little bits and pieces of things that they loved and that mean a lot to …
It’s less than a week till your birthday. Less than a week till your anniversary. And this year I just don’t really know how I am feeling about it all. It’s a tough year. It’s a unique year. I think both of them are massive …
We’ve got to March the 7th and I haven’t actually blogged about Rhianna or her birthday month yet this year. It isn’t that I am suddenly finding March easy. But I don’t know it seems a bit different. I think after last year having her …
Next month you have been gone for nine years. When I write it down it doesn’t seem possible. Do you know nine years is 108 months, 3287 days with out you. 3287 days! I don’t really know how to comprehend it anymore it is a …
So we have decorated the lounge, and Rhianna has a new space for all of her beautiful bits and pieces. Her pink table has gone. Her stuff is no longer in the corner. Everything that has been brought for her is now pride of place …